Saturday, February 27, 2010

A.N

let me see
this is about A.N
and other things that involves A.N and my life
so far
I dont know when this started
dont even know why or how it started
first
I confidently tell people that I do not like people with beard
I mean fully bearded man.
I have nothing against beards
but it is just not my ideal kind of dream guy
if I can put it in this way.
I always liked guys who look ill and have this same kind of look
all of them
but this person is
totally the opposite of everything that I ever dreamt of
he is Canadian
he is white
he has beard on his face
he goes to the library
he smiles with the most innocent look a man can have
he helps people with their studies
he likes to wear a white cap
he only wear sandals or slippers on weekends
he will put on a pair of Adidas, or Nike during the weekdays
he will always wear jeans with a long sleeved shirt for classes
he will always carry a bagpack even on weekends
he looks at people directly in their eyes
he cant stand when someone tickles him on his waist
he likes to scratch or hold his hair
he likes to drink Ribena
he gets excited just by watching people demonstrate
on martial arts
he has a very soft spoken voice
and tone when speaking
he can't sit for a long time
he has to walk around to rejuvenate himself
he is always or at times in a hurry
he likes to entertain children
he will greet anyone he knows happily
he is very playful
he has the sweetest smile
and he glows when he smile
and the one thing that captures me is
his pair of very very innocent-looking-eyes.
very captivating
very inviting
he is very very
dangerous
for me...
I have found my Kryptonite...

Monday, February 8, 2010

Rollercrazycoaster!!!!!

it is 12 and i am supposed to be in my room
where i am supposed to be bathing
and i am supposed to be sleeping
and i am supposed to iron my clothes for tomorrow..
where i am supposed to attend class
and i am supposed to receive my exam paper n their
oh-so-the-very-excellent-results.
oh yeah
first and foremost
Happy new year to all
yes i know it is february already but
tak pa
never too late to wish kan :)
it has been a very crazy, hectic, nasty and tiring start for me
2010 is a year where i think
i will be in big trouble
i am dealing with things that are really really
causing me to go nuts!
lets start right away
List of events:
1. I ended 2009 with being really ill
2. i started 2010 with being terribly ill too. Viral Diarrhoea!! 2 weeks. it is taking it's toll on me
right now.
3. The late Sultan of Johor Passed away and I watched the entire funeral process. it was
a moment where you know someone who is good
has left the world to be in a place better
than here...
4. I once again failed with flying colours to meet Dr. Mahathir when he is in IIUM. sad :(
5. on the 5th of FEBRUARY 2010, I once again jatuh tangga, hit my bum, my ankle and my right
foot and they are killing me right now.
6. On the very very same day too, I met this 1 person whom I have not seen for 3 whole years, and for some reason, even after what he did, My heart still skipped a heartbeat when he was
infront of me....i could recognise him just by looking at his jaw and mole on his right jaw line.
terrible ain't it?
7. got my heart crushed over and over again, but i still cannot say goodbye
I do not know why, please tell me why...
8. I am going crazy with all my assignments, exams and the people around me...
9. I cant sleep at night. I want to sleep, i need to sleep, but i cant seem to do so.
please help me :p
10. I miss my God!!!