Rollercrazycoaster!!!!!

it is 12 and i am supposed to be in my room

where i am supposed to be bathing

and i am supposed to be sleeping

and i am supposed to iron my clothes for tomorrow..

where i am supposed to attend class

and i am supposed to receive my exam paper n their

oh-so-the-very-excellent-results.

oh yeah

first and foremost

Happy new year to all

yes i know it is february already but

tak pa

never too late to wish kan :)

it has been a very crazy, hectic, nasty and tiring start for me

2010 is a year where i think

i will be in big trouble

i am dealing with things that are really really

causing me to go nuts!

lets start right away

List of events:

1. I ended 2009 with being really ill

2. i started 2010 with being terribly ill too. Viral Diarrhoea!! 2 weeks. it is taking it's toll on me

right now.

3. The late Sultan of Johor Passed away and I watched the entire funeral process. it was

a moment where you know someone who is good

has left the world to be in a place better

than here...

4. I once again failed with flying colours to meet Dr. Mahathir when he is in IIUM. sad :(

5. on the 5th of FEBRUARY 2010, I once again jatuh tangga, hit my bum, my ankle and my right

foot and they are killing me right now.

6. On the very very same day too, I met this 1 person whom I have not seen for 3 whole years, and for some reason, even after what he did, My heart still skipped a heartbeat when he was

infront of me....i could recognise him just by looking at his jaw and mole on his right jaw line.

terrible ain't it?

7. got my heart crushed over and over again, but i still cannot say goodbye

I do not know why, please tell me why...

8. I am going crazy with all my assignments, exams and the people around me...

9. I cant sleep at night. I want to sleep, i need to sleep, but i cant seem to do so.

please help me :p

10. I miss my God!!!

Tentang perasaan pula

Ha ha ha

got a new eye interest

his name is ali Nsser

he is a canadian

he is hot! Hot! HOT!

he he

actually i am captivated by his eyes

they look very innocent

cute :P

Hindustan pula???

he he he

saya tak syok sangat kat dia dah

tapi bila nampak dia

nak juga tengok kan..

tak pa la

kita tengok la how :P

tapi saya tetap sayang kat Tarabas....

Tentang Bahasa

Apabila berkata tentang bahasa

saya sangat suka

apparently we learn a new word

from a language that we listen to every day

from songs, movies or even people around us

I am currently forced by the authorities

to take up the arabic language...

I like it

but it is starting to pull myself down.

I am very very tired

It is not that i do not like to learn a new language

but to do so

you need someone who will teach you

to be very active

someone who is lively

and who understands that we are not native speakers of the language

now it is quite tough

and the lecturer does not understand this

haish

well by hook or by crook

I have to go through with all of this

if not

I cant and wont be able to Graduate from this place!!!

I do not want that to happen

hence,

I will have to push myself to the very top!!!

Go Go Go Aini :P

Cukup untuk sehari

semakin hari semakin liat untuk menaip kat sini!!

sem. baru dah start

subject pun semua baru

semua semakin susah

saya pun semakin serabut jadinya

macam sabut kelapa!!

haish

masalah ada di mana mana

datangla ia apabila di cari

saya tengah cari masalah la ni

nak serabutkan kepala sendiri....

tentang lelaki korea

let us start with the important things firt yea

I am into Hwang Taekyung from A.N.JELL

and so into FT Island's "Girls dont know love."

when we watch dramas and movies that produce lead actors that are to die for

they really get into your head

well Hwang Taekyung got in me so fast

and it's hard for me to get rid of him.

haish kenapa la begini ceritanya????

the songs in that cerita pun boleh tahan juga.

nak tahu ceritanya watch la.

tentang hidup

read the papers today and

i read on the death that killed a groom, his parents together with a friend

dia baru nikah 4 jam

dan accident berlaku

isterinya menyambut kepulangan jenazah suami

bukan suami...

tentang hati

sakit sangat apabila orang itu ada di depan mata tapi buat tak endah je

sakit sangat di buat begitu

you know you do not want to lose this really really precious thing

but circumstances force you to do so.

hati sampai tak rasa apa apa saat tidak di endahkan

tapi dia tidak kisah

dan dia tidak akan kisah

banyak lagi hati yang di beri kepadanya

lantas hati ini langsung tidak bererti...

telaga di mata ini sudah kering

namun setitik air tetap kan tumpah saat perit di hati kembali.

perlukah hilangkan diriku ini untuk dirinya belajar menghargai ku?

i told myself it will not be a problem to let him go but

i know it is not that easy

God knows that it is not easy

and God knows that i love God more than him!!

I just need time to let us go....

Lamanya tak menaip....

agak dah lama la kan tak merepek kat sini

during this very-very-long-yang-tak-seberapa-long-pun

banyak dah berlaku dan yang ingin diberlakukan (BM SANGAT TERUK)

let us start babbling right away:

1. I got three new piercings. i sangat suka :P

2. saya dapat my SLR D3000 and I am loving every single bits and pieces of it.

3. my life has been and still is a big mess!!

4. i got a new niece. her name is Sarra Qalbu :p

5. last last pergi bird park dari Bukit tinggi yang dah lama sangat nak pergi tu :(

6. saya jadi semakin tak ada perasaan..sangat tidak elok!!

7. ada ke patut budak perempuan ni tanya me n my frens "bila korang 3 nak gaduh huh?

macam baik je. nak juga tengok." I was like..kenapa la dia ni mulut macam longkang

besar kat K.L tu.

8. saya sangat suka this ring kat perlini's sangat sangat cute

9. accessories kat Accessorize gila punya mahal..saya dah la tengah broke ni

10. sangat la suka baju baju kat T-Box. cantik. packaging sangat cute

11. watched time traveler's Wife and my heart beat stopped there and there and

got out of the panggung my heart was like dead. terkejut. sad sad sangat.

12. watched This is it! sedih. saya sayang Michael Jackson.

13. watched Pisau cukur and I tell you I love it! sangat worth it. pergi la watch

semua sangat la best dalam cerita tu.

14. read He's just not that into you, I LOVE IT FROM THE VERY BEGINNING RIGHT TO

THE END!!! I strongly encourage, no, force you ladies to read it. It made me realise things.

Seriously, go and read it. The male species pun go ahead. it wont kill you :P

15. My exams are killing me

that explains all the movies that i watched.

16. there's this cat that really irritates me. he poops everywhere and let me tell you anywhere

dia nak. bilik kawan saya yang tak bersalah tu dia melepaskan hasratnya itu!!!

17. i bought 5 new pairs of shoe!! depressed tahap gila

18. nak sangat peluk kesayangan saya from the back. dream on!!

19. i want to keep my hair until it reaches the base of my waist, colour it red and then

curl the hell out of it :P

20. I need a new pair of shoes and new body piercing...

that's just it for now

haa amek kaw!!!!

suka......

sorry la

saya nak tulis tak best la

saya suke beritahu muka ke muka

baru ada expression

bila u baca kan

u kena teka expression saya

jadi marilah duduk depan saya

I will be the best story teller

yang berzodiac Libra!!!!

in this entire "Nature"!!!

Jika Engkau Pergi!!!!

Bermulanya semua hanya dengan rasa
ada saja yang tak kena
Rupanya kau berkasih
Menyingkir setia
Sandiwara penuh dusta

Kini ku beri satu amaran
Jangan nanti jadi cabaran
Aku ingin kau memadam kenangan
Menjadi mimpi berterbangan

Jika engkau pergi, bulan dan bintang tetap masih di langit
Jika engkau pergi, air mengalir takkan berhenti
Jangan khuatir tentang diri ku
Ku janji takkan merindui mu

Bermusim resah hadir membelai
Menyentuh hati kecewa
Janji sehidup semati
Tinggal tiada lagi
Impian hancur depan mata

Semakin terungkap kepastian
Biarlah ku rela melepaskan
Pada mu cinta cuma lah mainan
Sekadar untuk senda bersama

Puas sudah ku berikan engkau segalanya
Jalan cerita pun nyata akan berubah

dear ladles and jelly spoons

this song

i tell you

it is really really good

if u do not read malay

basically this song

let me summarise yes ;D

this song is trying to send out the message

that even if ur lover leaves you

you can still go on

and the song is trying to tell us that

without "you" in our lives

we can n will carry on with our life.

it is not the end of the world honey

cheers people :D

Hari Raya 2009

Ni Farhan



Ni Khairul


Ni adik saya Khadijah Addawiyah

Fun fun fun
that is all i have and can say to all of you
The best raya I had so far
everyone was so happy we ate, played and just spent our time together
i know i am 21 but i still get duit raya
besh!!!

my baju raya is yellow in colour
i bought a new pair of baju kurung on the third of raya
for fun
oh ya
n i bought 2 new pairs of shoes
i love shoes by the way :P
he he he
the food, well, all i can say is that for the whole week of after 1st raya,
i ate instant noodle everyday
day in and day out
wicked!!! :P

i had so much fun with my very little and small cousins
khalid khairul n farhan
I love them so much.
these are a few picts of them and me n my sisters
(on our way back from singapore)
dalam van lagi tau :D

tengok la ye :O