My life in short

ha ha aha

have not been here for quite awhile

there is so much to say

in such a short time

i am dead jealous with every single one who went to Super Junior's concert in Malaysia

I am so

jealous

I watched My name is Khan

and i cried and cried

the movie made me cry and i felt relieved

the emotions just flowed out

and

after the movies we went to dataran merdeka

to snap photos

and the one thing that was the highlight of the day was

my lecturer lost his camera

while he was eating

his total lost cost him RM 12k....

my grades are not that good

i really want to cry

it's just that bad

I do not want to repeat anything

i havent seen A.N for quite some time

i miss him

i really do

i do not know why

but I really like him

i dont know why..

my life is totally topsy turvy

i am stuck here with my examinations coming

i really want to watch It's complicated

I did not like Alice in Wonderland

i only liked Johnny Depp

I am still having flu and cough

and i am still not feeling good

a friend just spilled the beans to me

that one of her friend's friend

got cancer due to a fall

2 years ago

and now she has bone cancer

I fell twice two years straight

and I am wondering will i get the same thing as

her friend's friend have?

I do not know what has got into me

I really want to disappear for some time and just go anywhere i want

I miss God

really want to go back to Him...

A.N

let me see

this is about A.N

and other things that involves A.N and my life

so far

I dont know when this started

dont even know why or how it started

first

I confidently tell people that I do not like people with beard

I mean fully bearded man.

I have nothing against beards

but it is just not my ideal kind of dream guy

if I can put it in this way.

I always liked guys who look ill and have this same kind of look

all of them

but this person is

totally the opposite of everything that I ever dreamt of

he is Canadian

he is white

he has beard on his face

he goes to the library

he smiles with the most innocent look a man can have

he helps people with their studies

he likes to wear a white cap

he only wear sandals or slippers on weekends

he will put on a pair of Adidas, or Nike during the weekdays

he will always wear jeans with a long sleeved shirt for classes

he will always carry a bagpack even on weekends

he looks at people directly in their eyes

he cant stand when someone tickles him on his waist

he likes to scratch or hold his hair

he likes to drink Ribena

he gets excited just by watching people demonstrate

on martial arts

he has a very soft spoken voice

and tone when speaking

he can't sit for a long time

he has to walk around to rejuvenate himself

he is always or at times in a hurry

he likes to entertain children

he will greet anyone he knows happily

he is very playful

he has the sweetest smile

and he glows when he smile

and the one thing that captures me is

his pair of very very innocent-looking-eyes.

very captivating

very inviting

he is very very

dangerous

for me...

I have found my Kryptonite...

Rollercrazycoaster!!!!!

it is 12 and i am supposed to be in my room

where i am supposed to be bathing

and i am supposed to be sleeping

and i am supposed to iron my clothes for tomorrow..

where i am supposed to attend class

and i am supposed to receive my exam paper n their

oh-so-the-very-excellent-results.

oh yeah

first and foremost

Happy new year to all

yes i know it is february already but

tak pa

never too late to wish kan :)

it has been a very crazy, hectic, nasty and tiring start for me

2010 is a year where i think

i will be in big trouble

i am dealing with things that are really really

causing me to go nuts!

lets start right away

List of events:

1. I ended 2009 with being really ill

2. i started 2010 with being terribly ill too. Viral Diarrhoea!! 2 weeks. it is taking it's toll on me

right now.

3. The late Sultan of Johor Passed away and I watched the entire funeral process. it was

a moment where you know someone who is good

has left the world to be in a place better

than here...

4. I once again failed with flying colours to meet Dr. Mahathir when he is in IIUM. sad :(

5. on the 5th of FEBRUARY 2010, I once again jatuh tangga, hit my bum, my ankle and my right

foot and they are killing me right now.

6. On the very very same day too, I met this 1 person whom I have not seen for 3 whole years, and for some reason, even after what he did, My heart still skipped a heartbeat when he was

infront of me....i could recognise him just by looking at his jaw and mole on his right jaw line.

terrible ain't it?

7. got my heart crushed over and over again, but i still cannot say goodbye

I do not know why, please tell me why...

8. I am going crazy with all my assignments, exams and the people around me...

9. I cant sleep at night. I want to sleep, i need to sleep, but i cant seem to do so.

please help me :p

10. I miss my God!!!

Tentang perasaan pula

Ha ha ha

got a new eye interest

his name is ali Nsser

he is a canadian

he is hot! Hot! HOT!

he he

actually i am captivated by his eyes

they look very innocent

cute :P

Hindustan pula???

he he he

saya tak syok sangat kat dia dah

tapi bila nampak dia

nak juga tengok kan..

tak pa la

kita tengok la how :P

tapi saya tetap sayang kat Tarabas....

Tentang Bahasa

Apabila berkata tentang bahasa

saya sangat suka

apparently we learn a new word

from a language that we listen to every day

from songs, movies or even people around us

I am currently forced by the authorities

to take up the arabic language...

I like it

but it is starting to pull myself down.

I am very very tired

It is not that i do not like to learn a new language

but to do so

you need someone who will teach you

to be very active

someone who is lively

and who understands that we are not native speakers of the language

now it is quite tough

and the lecturer does not understand this

haish

well by hook or by crook

I have to go through with all of this

if not

I cant and wont be able to Graduate from this place!!!

I do not want that to happen

hence,

I will have to push myself to the very top!!!

Go Go Go Aini :P

Cukup untuk sehari

semakin hari semakin liat untuk menaip kat sini!!

sem. baru dah start

subject pun semua baru

semua semakin susah

saya pun semakin serabut jadinya

macam sabut kelapa!!

haish

masalah ada di mana mana

datangla ia apabila di cari

saya tengah cari masalah la ni

nak serabutkan kepala sendiri....

tentang lelaki korea

let us start with the important things firt yea

I am into Hwang Taekyung from A.N.JELL

and so into FT Island's "Girls dont know love."

when we watch dramas and movies that produce lead actors that are to die for

they really get into your head

well Hwang Taekyung got in me so fast

and it's hard for me to get rid of him.

haish kenapa la begini ceritanya????

the songs in that cerita pun boleh tahan juga.

nak tahu ceritanya watch la.

tentang hidup

read the papers today and

i read on the death that killed a groom, his parents together with a friend

dia baru nikah 4 jam

dan accident berlaku

isterinya menyambut kepulangan jenazah suami

bukan suami...

tentang hati

sakit sangat apabila orang itu ada di depan mata tapi buat tak endah je

sakit sangat di buat begitu

you know you do not want to lose this really really precious thing

but circumstances force you to do so.

hati sampai tak rasa apa apa saat tidak di endahkan

tapi dia tidak kisah

dan dia tidak akan kisah

banyak lagi hati yang di beri kepadanya

lantas hati ini langsung tidak bererti...

telaga di mata ini sudah kering

namun setitik air tetap kan tumpah saat perit di hati kembali.

perlukah hilangkan diriku ini untuk dirinya belajar menghargai ku?

i told myself it will not be a problem to let him go but

i know it is not that easy

God knows that it is not easy

and God knows that i love God more than him!!

I just need time to let us go....

Lamanya tak menaip....

agak dah lama la kan tak merepek kat sini

during this very-very-long-yang-tak-seberapa-long-pun

banyak dah berlaku dan yang ingin diberlakukan (BM SANGAT TERUK)

let us start babbling right away:

1. I got three new piercings. i sangat suka :P

2. saya dapat my SLR D3000 and I am loving every single bits and pieces of it.

3. my life has been and still is a big mess!!

4. i got a new niece. her name is Sarra Qalbu :p

5. last last pergi bird park dari Bukit tinggi yang dah lama sangat nak pergi tu :(

6. saya jadi semakin tak ada perasaan..sangat tidak elok!!

7. ada ke patut budak perempuan ni tanya me n my frens "bila korang 3 nak gaduh huh?

macam baik je. nak juga tengok." I was like..kenapa la dia ni mulut macam longkang

besar kat K.L tu.

8. saya sangat suka this ring kat perlini's sangat sangat cute

9. accessories kat Accessorize gila punya mahal..saya dah la tengah broke ni

10. sangat la suka baju baju kat T-Box. cantik. packaging sangat cute

11. watched time traveler's Wife and my heart beat stopped there and there and

got out of the panggung my heart was like dead. terkejut. sad sad sangat.

12. watched This is it! sedih. saya sayang Michael Jackson.

13. watched Pisau cukur and I tell you I love it! sangat worth it. pergi la watch

semua sangat la best dalam cerita tu.

14. read He's just not that into you, I LOVE IT FROM THE VERY BEGINNING RIGHT TO

THE END!!! I strongly encourage, no, force you ladies to read it. It made me realise things.

Seriously, go and read it. The male species pun go ahead. it wont kill you :P

15. My exams are killing me

that explains all the movies that i watched.

16. there's this cat that really irritates me. he poops everywhere and let me tell you anywhere

dia nak. bilik kawan saya yang tak bersalah tu dia melepaskan hasratnya itu!!!

17. i bought 5 new pairs of shoe!! depressed tahap gila

18. nak sangat peluk kesayangan saya from the back. dream on!!

19. i want to keep my hair until it reaches the base of my waist, colour it red and then

curl the hell out of it :P

20. I need a new pair of shoes and new body piercing...

that's just it for now

haa amek kaw!!!!

suka......

sorry la

saya nak tulis tak best la

saya suke beritahu muka ke muka

baru ada expression

bila u baca kan

u kena teka expression saya

jadi marilah duduk depan saya

I will be the best story teller

yang berzodiac Libra!!!!

in this entire "Nature"!!!