things i kept to myself

i can tell you because no one really knows about You :P

how am i supposed to say this to anyone?

the days that i go through is eating me up inside. my life now is at a new and different level

i have finished my studies in iiu. i am far away from my friends and i am at home, helping my parents at our shop and that's just it. for the coming months, this is how my life is going to be spent!

day in day out!

i have been through a lot these past weeks and days

many things happened

do not really know what they are

was too ignorant shall i say?

i am not happy

i do not know what has got into me. God knows the things i have been through

not major physical ones

they are more on the mental side

the stability of my mental is lowly making it's way to deterioration

i do not know what the problems are

but i am pretty sure it is bottling up inside me

Mine

Flower gleam and glow

let your power shine

make the clock reverse

bring back what once was Mine

Heal that has been hurt

change the fates' design

save what has been lost

bring back what once was Mine

What once was Mine....

Unintended!

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You could be the one I'll always love

You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions

You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged

All my dreams and all my balance

She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

Lamanya

splurging of ideas...

my ideas in this place is vintage

old, i left you you my dear, i left you long enough!!!

things in life has been really crazy

everything seems to be i don't know crazy i suppose

classes have been crazy

oh yes i took my driving license already

i can say that

I hate this feeling!!

this feeling is making me suffer somehow

i hate this feeling

i am really tired of this feeling

if i fail on the 13 of April i swear i'l leave it out for awhile

just continue renewing my L

and continue dong it until i really want a license badly!

i do not know why i feel like this

life here in iium

i do not know how to put this

i now unofficially have graduated

since my exam finished on the 5th of April.

i don't know what has got into me but i don't feel good

i am not in a very good shape!

long time no see

how long is long??
for quite some time i have left you alone
sorry!!!!!
been very very busy
and
i have my tumblr withh me :)

I Miss You

i miss you, i still miss you

i want to miss you, and i want you to miss me back

i want to dream of you, and i want you to dream of me back

just like the old days

bu the reality is that

there is no more you or me

there is no more us

we ended…

“I wish that I was looking into your eyes

looking into your eyes

looking into your eyes

i want you to walk through

and burst in the door and take me away

no more mistakes

cause in your eyes I’d like to stay”

splurging of ideas...

this is itttt

splurging of ideas...

this shows that I have internet connection with me 24/7

i update my blog like

i have never updated before

ha ha ha

you can tell by reading this

that

I have nothing else to do

I am not used to

"onlining" everyday

hence

explains why I do not know what to do

when I have the internet!!!!

right now

i am doing my arabic homework

h ahah aha

it shows that

i

have

nothing

else

to

do!!!