this is life...will i be able to live through it???

i was sitting in my room then
suddenly my sister looked at me and said this " you know something, my friend ika her cousin just gave birth and she just finished her confinement period, the sad thing is she just got the news that her husband passed away in an accident today, on his way to meet her and their daughter on the urge to take them home. he died on the way to kelantan and he died on the spot i guess. this is their first daughter and i am not sure how her cousin is doing right now.....

i was showering and i started to think and contemplate..
will i be able to handle this situation??
it is their first child, they just got married and he died on the way to take them home
to start a family
a perfect family...

Life......

krak kriuk krak

splurging of ideas from my very own stomach

God knows how hungry i am now

the very the hungry

i need something to eat

or drink

help help help

the amount of music my stomach is making

haish

:P

Do read n listen to the song if u have it yea :P

I can almost see it

That dream I am dreaming

But there's a voice inside my head saying"You'll never reach it

"Every step I'm taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying

Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down

But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most, yeah

Just gotta keep goingAnd I,

I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on'

Cause there's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing

Keep the faith, baby

It's all about, it's all about the climb

Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

when u live ur life the way it is supposed to be

u can never and will never know what is in store for you.

whatever it is,

always look at scenery around u while u walk

because we seldom do that in our daily life

including me :)

this song goes out to everyone i know and care for...

cheers

xoxo,

urungku...

Tabula Rasa...n guys

ha ha ha

once again i am at a blank state of mind or "Tabula rasa"

that is for some other reason actually :). i am assigned to an assignment to write on multiculturalism in america, and am suppose to write based on a short story. the problem is i do not know how or when to start. darn i wish i am not facing this as what they call the writer's block. the thing is i am suppose to relate all the information i have with facts and articles by different people and am suppose to write on Poe n Twain. help help help

i do not know how to do this. if only i have this fairy godmother who would whiff her wand around and complete all that is suppose to be done.

i so wish i can spend my days at the beach right now. i am tired n am in need of a vacation to lets say Ne Caledonia :) i sure want to unwind there and run barefooted on the beaches there. and travel around the island. would be really fun. just like in Boys over Flower.

how i wish i had one of Gu Jun Pyo for my self...

i'll put a few pictures of him and his F4 friends in the drama yea

i bet if u like korean movie or dramas

u will love this guy :)

signing out

Urungku :P

haish i so want a guy who can and will love me the way he does...

Sonnet 17

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz

or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,

in secret, between shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms

but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;

thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,

risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,

I love you simply, without problems or pride:

I love you in this way

because I don't know any other way of loving

but this, in which there is no I nor you,

so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,

so intimate that when I fall asleep

it is your eyes that close.

movies, wayang dan...

now i've watched 17 again, monster vs. aliens, drag me to hell, hannah montana the movie and it is good to know that i am not missing up on any of the movies that i want to watch so far. call me crazy but i have missed quite a number of good movies in the past because i fail to catch them on time. now the only problem is that i am craving for more. harry potter, transformers, ghosts of girlfriend's past are some of the movies that i want to watch...hope it will come true..

i do watch movies from my pc but still the experience is not the same. the sound and picture (except 17 again the sound was quite disappointing at times) is not the same. u get very good auditory experience and i tell you having an old lady scream at your face is really scary when you watch it at the cinema. at home u wont really experience that kind of atmosphere..

then again, i am still waiting for a local movie to air. the movie setem, i watched the trailer and i think it will be a hit among the movie goers.. you have afdlin n rashidi ishak and my sister's favourite actor BRONT PALARAE. I guess she will be the firt person to watch this...

i love the part where afdlin mumbled something on Justin Timberlake to rashidi but he answered back "aku kata "just don't be late" and everyone in the cinema laughed...

well clearly this is an early sign that i should catch this movie :D

anyways people do go out and catch a movie or two and enjoy yourselves..

chao chin chao :P