Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Tentang perasaan pula

Ha ha ha
got a new eye interest
his name is ali Nsser
he is a canadian
he is hot! Hot! HOT!
he he
actually i am captivated by his eyes
they look very innocent
cute :P
Hindustan pula???
he he he
saya tak syok sangat kat dia dah
tapi bila nampak dia
nak juga tengok kan..
tak pa la
kita tengok la how :P
tapi saya tetap sayang kat Tarabas....

Tentang Bahasa

Apabila berkata tentang bahasa
saya sangat suka
apparently we learn a new word
from a language that we listen to every day
from songs, movies or even people around us
I am currently forced by the authorities
to take up the arabic language...
I like it
but it is starting to pull myself down.
I am very very tired
It is not that i do not like to learn a new language
but to do so
you need someone who will teach you
to be very active
someone who is lively
and who understands that we are not native speakers of the language
now it is quite tough
and the lecturer does not understand this
haish
well by hook or by crook
I have to go through with all of this
if not
I cant and wont be able to Graduate from this place!!!
I do not want that to happen
hence,
I will have to push myself to the very top!!!
Go Go Go Aini :P

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Cukup untuk sehari

semakin hari semakin liat untuk menaip kat sini!!
sem. baru dah start
subject pun semua baru
semua semakin susah
saya pun semakin serabut jadinya
macam sabut kelapa!!
haish
masalah ada di mana mana
datangla ia apabila di cari
saya tengah cari masalah la ni
nak serabutkan kepala sendiri....
tentang lelaki korea
let us start with the important things firt yea
I am into Hwang Taekyung from A.N.JELL
and so into FT Island's "Girls dont know love."
when we watch dramas and movies that produce lead actors that are to die for
they really get into your head
well Hwang Taekyung got in me so fast
and it's hard for me to get rid of him.
haish kenapa la begini ceritanya????
the songs in that cerita pun boleh tahan juga.
nak tahu ceritanya watch la.
tentang hidup
read the papers today and
i read on the death that killed a groom, his parents together with a friend
dia baru nikah 4 jam
dan accident berlaku
isterinya menyambut kepulangan jenazah suami
bukan suami...
tentang hati
sakit sangat apabila orang itu ada di depan mata tapi buat tak endah je
sakit sangat di buat begitu
you know you do not want to lose this really really precious thing
but circumstances force you to do so.
hati sampai tak rasa apa apa saat tidak di endahkan
tapi dia tidak kisah
dan dia tidak akan kisah
banyak lagi hati yang di beri kepadanya
lantas hati ini langsung tidak bererti...
telaga di mata ini sudah kering
namun setitik air tetap kan tumpah saat perit di hati kembali.
perlukah hilangkan diriku ini untuk dirinya belajar menghargai ku?
i told myself it will not be a problem to let him go but
i know it is not that easy
God knows that it is not easy
and God knows that i love God more than him!!
I just need time to let us go....