Cukup untuk sehari

semakin hari semakin liat untuk menaip kat sini!!

sem. baru dah start

subject pun semua baru

semua semakin susah

saya pun semakin serabut jadinya

macam sabut kelapa!!

haish

masalah ada di mana mana

datangla ia apabila di cari

saya tengah cari masalah la ni

nak serabutkan kepala sendiri....

tentang lelaki korea

let us start with the important things firt yea

I am into Hwang Taekyung from A.N.JELL

and so into FT Island's "Girls dont know love."

when we watch dramas and movies that produce lead actors that are to die for

they really get into your head

well Hwang Taekyung got in me so fast

and it's hard for me to get rid of him.

haish kenapa la begini ceritanya????

the songs in that cerita pun boleh tahan juga.

nak tahu ceritanya watch la.

tentang hidup

read the papers today and

i read on the death that killed a groom, his parents together with a friend

dia baru nikah 4 jam

dan accident berlaku

isterinya menyambut kepulangan jenazah suami

bukan suami...

tentang hati

sakit sangat apabila orang itu ada di depan mata tapi buat tak endah je

sakit sangat di buat begitu

you know you do not want to lose this really really precious thing

but circumstances force you to do so.

hati sampai tak rasa apa apa saat tidak di endahkan

tapi dia tidak kisah

dan dia tidak akan kisah

banyak lagi hati yang di beri kepadanya

lantas hati ini langsung tidak bererti...

telaga di mata ini sudah kering

namun setitik air tetap kan tumpah saat perit di hati kembali.

perlukah hilangkan diriku ini untuk dirinya belajar menghargai ku?

i told myself it will not be a problem to let him go but

i know it is not that easy

God knows that it is not easy

and God knows that i love God more than him!!

I just need time to let us go....

Lamanya tak menaip....

agak dah lama la kan tak merepek kat sini

during this very-very-long-yang-tak-seberapa-long-pun

banyak dah berlaku dan yang ingin diberlakukan (BM SANGAT TERUK)

let us start babbling right away:

1. I got three new piercings. i sangat suka :P

2. saya dapat my SLR D3000 and I am loving every single bits and pieces of it.

3. my life has been and still is a big mess!!

4. i got a new niece. her name is Sarra Qalbu :p

5. last last pergi bird park dari Bukit tinggi yang dah lama sangat nak pergi tu :(

6. saya jadi semakin tak ada perasaan..sangat tidak elok!!

7. ada ke patut budak perempuan ni tanya me n my frens "bila korang 3 nak gaduh huh?

macam baik je. nak juga tengok." I was like..kenapa la dia ni mulut macam longkang

besar kat K.L tu.

8. saya sangat suka this ring kat perlini's sangat sangat cute

9. accessories kat Accessorize gila punya mahal..saya dah la tengah broke ni

10. sangat la suka baju baju kat T-Box. cantik. packaging sangat cute

11. watched time traveler's Wife and my heart beat stopped there and there and

got out of the panggung my heart was like dead. terkejut. sad sad sangat.

12. watched This is it! sedih. saya sayang Michael Jackson.

13. watched Pisau cukur and I tell you I love it! sangat worth it. pergi la watch

semua sangat la best dalam cerita tu.

14. read He's just not that into you, I LOVE IT FROM THE VERY BEGINNING RIGHT TO

THE END!!! I strongly encourage, no, force you ladies to read it. It made me realise things.

Seriously, go and read it. The male species pun go ahead. it wont kill you :P

15. My exams are killing me

that explains all the movies that i watched.

16. there's this cat that really irritates me. he poops everywhere and let me tell you anywhere

dia nak. bilik kawan saya yang tak bersalah tu dia melepaskan hasratnya itu!!!

17. i bought 5 new pairs of shoe!! depressed tahap gila

18. nak sangat peluk kesayangan saya from the back. dream on!!

19. i want to keep my hair until it reaches the base of my waist, colour it red and then

curl the hell out of it :P

20. I need a new pair of shoes and new body piercing...

that's just it for now

haa amek kaw!!!!

suka......

sorry la

saya nak tulis tak best la

saya suke beritahu muka ke muka

baru ada expression

bila u baca kan

u kena teka expression saya

jadi marilah duduk depan saya

I will be the best story teller

yang berzodiac Libra!!!!

in this entire "Nature"!!!

Jika Engkau Pergi!!!!

Bermulanya semua hanya dengan rasa
ada saja yang tak kena
Rupanya kau berkasih
Menyingkir setia
Sandiwara penuh dusta

Kini ku beri satu amaran
Jangan nanti jadi cabaran
Aku ingin kau memadam kenangan
Menjadi mimpi berterbangan

Jika engkau pergi, bulan dan bintang tetap masih di langit
Jika engkau pergi, air mengalir takkan berhenti
Jangan khuatir tentang diri ku
Ku janji takkan merindui mu

Bermusim resah hadir membelai
Menyentuh hati kecewa
Janji sehidup semati
Tinggal tiada lagi
Impian hancur depan mata

Semakin terungkap kepastian
Biarlah ku rela melepaskan
Pada mu cinta cuma lah mainan
Sekadar untuk senda bersama

Puas sudah ku berikan engkau segalanya
Jalan cerita pun nyata akan berubah

dear ladles and jelly spoons

this song

i tell you

it is really really good

if u do not read malay

basically this song

let me summarise yes ;D

this song is trying to send out the message

that even if ur lover leaves you

you can still go on

and the song is trying to tell us that

without "you" in our lives

we can n will carry on with our life.

it is not the end of the world honey

cheers people :D

Hari Raya 2009

Ni Farhan



Ni Khairul


Ni adik saya Khadijah Addawiyah

Fun fun fun
that is all i have and can say to all of you
The best raya I had so far
everyone was so happy we ate, played and just spent our time together
i know i am 21 but i still get duit raya
besh!!!

my baju raya is yellow in colour
i bought a new pair of baju kurung on the third of raya
for fun
oh ya
n i bought 2 new pairs of shoes
i love shoes by the way :P
he he he
the food, well, all i can say is that for the whole week of after 1st raya,
i ate instant noodle everyday
day in and day out
wicked!!! :P

i had so much fun with my very little and small cousins
khalid khairul n farhan
I love them so much.
these are a few picts of them and me n my sisters
(on our way back from singapore)
dalam van lagi tau :D

tengok la ye :O

apabila berkata tentang L.E.L.A.K.I dalam hidup hamitaf inia

Dalam hidup yang serba indah ini

lelaki dan wanita dicipta kan untuk melengkapkan hidup masing masing...

masalahnya kan

apabila lelaki yang di harapkan untuk melengkapkan diri ini yang dah semestinya serba tak lengkap

saya jadi lagi tak lengkap

faham ke tidak???

saya perlukan seseorang yang tak ada sifat pemarah

sangat penyayang

tak benyak kerenah

suka merajuk sikiiiit je

dan ketinggiannya apabila my head is exactly on his chest

siapa ada ketinggian tu boleh la datang audition yea :P

masalahnya kan

apa yang mereka tak faham adalah

1. saya tak nak present, saya nak anda ada di saat saya perlukan anda

2. saya tak kisah kalau anda tak msg, tapi sila lah balas apabila msg masuk

3. saya tak suka apabila anda menaikkan suara tanpa sebab dan mula la nak kata "awak ni"

sangat tak suka

4. kadang kadang anda PMS lagi teruk dari saya tau...

5. kalau dah suka atau sayang orang lain cakap saja kat saya, i dont mind....dari membiarkan saya tergantung tak bertali menunggu awak dari subuh pagi tengah hari petang senja n sehinggalah malam....

i only need someone who can n will be able to guarantee me a life that is far from hatred, anger and full of sorrow....

P.S ,P.S

this is my new love interest

ha ha ha

Kim Heechul :)

I LOIKE HIM!!!

Inconsolable....

I close the doorLike so many times, so many times before

Felt like scene on the cutting room floor

When I let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep,

But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me

A thousand more regrets unravelling oh

If you were here right now

I swear I'd tell you this

Baby I don't wanna waste another day

Keeping it inside is killing me

Coz all I ever want it comes right down to you (to you)

I'm wishing I could find the words to say

Baby I would tell you everytime you leave

I'm inconsolableI climb the walls,

I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no

I memorized the number

So why can't I make the call

Maybe coz I know you'll always be with me

In the possibilities

Baby I don't wanna waste another day

Keeping it inside is killing me

Coz all I ever wanted comes right down to you

I'm wishing I could find the words to say

Baby I would tell you everytime you leave

I'm inconsolable

I don't wanna be like this

I just wanna let you know

That everything that I'm holding

Is everything I can't let gooh oh no can't let go

Coz baby I don't wanna waste another day

Keeping it inside is killing me

Coz all I ever want it comes right down to you

I'm wishing I could find the words to say

Baby I would tell you everytime you leave

I'm inconsolableoh no

Don't you know it babyI don't wanna waste another day

I'm wishing I could find the words to say

Baby I would tell you everytime you leave

I'm inconsolable

I'm inconsolable

I'm inconsolable

money, duit and ...

when people are in need of money

they do not n will not show up

like in my case

i need the money for a subject that requires an SLR

it is for my photography class

so we went to where they keep money

also known as the bank

they said something like "no we do not lend money to students.

we only give money to people who need to clear their debts and other stuff"

it's like hey we need the money too u know...

this is why peiople go to loan sharks for money

because the bank will not help people who are not "qualified"

to make a loan

we need the cash

really need them

fast!!!

we opted for saving cash n buying it sumwhere next year but

it'll take 50 weeks to get rm 2500

50 WEEKS!!

help help help!!!